Simplicity Reborn

2009-12-10T22:06:00.002+08:00

What's on my mind now?

life is kinda miserable

Do not think that much,since it wont help

live happily everyday

Bonus...Bonus...Bonus

2009-12-09T02:04:00.002+08:00

Sometimes it make me feels like "Im exist"

Sometimes it make me feels like "Im as clear as the air"

Remind myself

treat all the Joy & Happiness as @ bonus,
it is possible to lose this bonus one day.

Live like I am Dying

Enjoy every single happy moment
Filter out the sadness n dissapointment

Christmas n New Year is coming

which mean Chinese New Year is around the corner too!

I wish everything will be alright

Pray for happy moment n everyone stay healthy always

Appreciate every single moment we could spent together,

Life is Short,Enjoy!!!
love .... mwah ....

2009-11-10T21:08:00.002+08:00

i am afraid of the feeling of been abandoned
please do not leave me alone

2009-11-10T13:48:00.002+08:00

u will know what happen to me last night

my eyes are swollen

2009-11-09T23:01:00.002+08:00

I asked this friend "u seldom pay ur grandparents a visit?" when we are nearby the place they live
my friend told me ... rarely ... one or two times ... only during Chinese New Year ...
then coming out with this question to me
"why , you wanna pay a visit to grandparents?"
honestly, my tears is like rolling inside my eyes
luckily i've reach my house
i do wish badly i can pay my granma a visit... everyday,every second,every minutes ...
but she is gone ...
i only can pay her a visit to her graves
i miss her ...

2009-11-09T09:28:00.002+08:00

what is it ?
not able to sleep well ... emotional ... do not behave like a final year student ...

I am human
I am not great
I do wish there is return from what i have pay
Isn't it acceptable n reasonable ???

2009-11-07T23:44:00.002+08:00

今天的菜色，有你的喜爱的

想起以前你习惯问我今天有什么菜

若有着一道菜，你必定非要吃不可，可是必须先把花生分开

想着想着，泪流了。。。

我好怀念你。。。

2009-11-07T00:52:00.002+08:00

开始觉得为何总是一方在问？

我的感受从来没有被在乎过？

我的无所谓，我的沉默

就代表我乐意？

友情难道不是也一样双方付出吗？

2009-11-04T20:27:00.002+08:00

我真的有些顶不顺了

看着你日夜呆在家

无所事事

吃，喝，睡，玩

除了这些，你什么也没做

想不理你，可是又担心你往后的生活

现在不去努力，找工，老了才来打算，太迟，太冒险了

一提到这个话题，你不是甩东西就大力关门

爸妈是没力气讲你了，还是不想惹怒你，弄到又吵架

我不清楚

可是我现在非常清楚

我不想呆在家，看到你颓废，自我毁灭前途的样子

不讲你，我有过不到自己心里那关

讲你，你的脾气又会弄到家无宁日

少点碰到面是最好不过了

弟啊，你何时能醒过来，去为日后的生活打算呢？？？

2009-10-26T23:57:00.000+08:00

planning to pay a visit to your graves

2009-09-28T14:09:00.001+08:00

BALI
I"m coming !!!

2009-09-22T22:43:00.005+08:00

活在“逃避现实”的日子已经很久了

这段日子

我很不开心

我很情绪化

我很常一个人哭泣

我很久没有大笑了

我很不像我

我很不果断

我很懦弱

我每次都选择逃避

我逃的很累

真的很累

我做了决定

选择了苏醒而不再逃避了

能支持我吗？

婆，您赞同吗？我真的好想您！

2009-08-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

约定一起早到学校，可是因为塞车的因素，我是第一个到达学校

闲着，去买了magazine

一路走着。。。很熟悉

曾经有一段时间我也是这样一个人不断重复走着这段路

边走边买

就是婆婆住院的那个时候

放学了就会去打包东西然后带到医院去

在医院，坐在你的床边，有讲有笑

夜了，要离开，吻了你，

再说“明天见哦，要吃什么？”

顿时很感触，很怀念。。。

我真的很想念你

从出世至你离去

我们都是一起的

我怎么能够适应没有你的日子呢！

*带我走。。。可以吗？*

2009-08-18T16:58:00.000+08:00

处女座(Virgo)

都说处女座另类，双重性格，甚至有点神经质，其实原因只有一个，处女座的一切都要随自己外显的性格而转，姑且称之为'状态'。处女座状态好的时候，可以将自己聪明、细腻、能干、温情、幽默、有内涵等优良品质完全外展，此时他们显得如此完美，光芒四射，并且可以表现得非常外向、健谈，容易与人打成一片（这本非他们的性格）。而一旦处女座状态不好，便会变成另一个人，甚至非常窝囊，一事无成，不过通常此时他们都躲避外在的干扰,所以让人感觉有点间歇性自闭症)因为同为水星守护，所以处女和双子一样善变，但双子善变的是心思，处女善变的却是情绪。很多时候处女座要面对很多实际的琐事，这时的处女座便不得不在冷中面对周围世界：要么说话做事很不自然，有做作的痕迹；要么便极度冷漠和被动，对谁都不理不睬。其实处女座很清楚自己现在的样子，但他们无力改变和控制自己的情绪，只能选择疯狂地逃避一切。他们想的是：与其很不自然地面对你，尴尬地和你说些无关痛痒地话，或是因和平时反差太大而被人说成表里不一，性格怪异，还不如先躲一阵子，等调节好了以后再出来。所以，在与人交往中，他们只会和不得不交流的人（实在躲不掉）或是完全陌生的人（反正无所谓）交谈，而和熟悉的朋友反而疏远。所以.你在他心中地位越重，他躲得你越远。特别是恋人. 而且,大家都知道处女座的人有严重的完美主义倾向,所以就有了所谓的'处女座的人最喜欢若即若离'。原因很简单：他只想给你一个最好最完美的自己，而不愿让你看到他无助脆弱的一面。所以请记住，有时处女座对你冷，绝不是你说错做错什么，这是他们正常的生理现象，他们只是不想让严寒和冰霜伤害了你（可事实上这种做法已经伤害）。不必难过，因为他们在乎你的话，他们的内心比你还要难过、自责和内疚！他们所能做的，只希望快点调整好情绪，回到你的身边。正基于以上两点，处女座有时便会表现出非常另类的行为和思维模式。他们的性格也很多来源于此：不喜主动，不善交际（也可以热情，只是今天热了，终有一天会冷的），不爱表现，不喜抛头露面（万一哪天情绪无法把握状态不好时，岂不大失脸面），诸如此类。关于'洁癖'并非处女都有洁癖，很多处女座并不爱干净，但却要求整洁，他们更多的是井然有序，不喜欢别人破坏他们所整理和布置的'完美'格局。处女座更多的是有精神洁癖。一旦触碰到他们精神上的禁区，严重时会表现得歇斯底里。关于'花心'一般说来处女座绝不花心，忠诚是他们的代名词。异性关系多很可能是他们需要确定一个好人缘和自己有魅力，来反击那些普遍观点。一旦找到心中真爱，他会呵护你一辈子，只要你能给他安全感，他永不背叛，心中眼中唯你一人。寻花问柳，红杏出墙这些事与他们绝缘（一是责任感所致，二是怕麻烦）。关于'聪明'不似双子灵活机巧，不象水瓶创意非凡，也不是天蝎的那种计画周密，处女座更多体现的是智慧。细腻、理性、好学加上十二星座里一流的洞察力和最强的逻辑思维能力，处女座想不聪明都难。没事少在处女座面前信口开河，随意撒谎，很多伪纱他们一眼便能看透；也别跟他们玩什么心计，你玩不过他们的。处女是那种可以把你卖了你还得向他道谢的类型。没事也少跟处女座辩论，他们没理也可找出理，甚至找出不止一条理来。处女是永远不会吃亏的。关于'单纯'处女座很纯真，但绝不单纯，他们内心复杂得让人难以想象，很多不经意的事可能都是他们精心布置的。处女座也总在纯洁和好色之间徘徊，这一点最难说清。不过他们真正的内心是极其善良的，宁可自己苦也不愿伤害任何人，心灵如水晶一般晶莹剔透。关于'幽默'都说处女座冷若冰霜，缺乏幽默。多和他们接触吧，你会体会到什么是冷幽默，什么是真正的幽默，而并非品位低俗的搞笑。关于'迟钝'别看你和处女座说某些提议时他们半天才反应过来，在你说好的一瞬间，他们脑子里可能已经转过五六个你这项提议会造成的后果（通常是消极后果）了。他们总是想得太多，绝非想得太慢。关于'自私'处女座的自私觉不是狮子的那种惟我独尊，也不是水瓶的以自我为中心。处女座正因为是无私的，所以显得自私。（能够理解吗？）因为处女不想伤害任何人。关于'逃避'由于处女座性格上的因素，他们通常会显得压力很大。当周遭的事物已无法掌控，或是自己的情绪无法调节好时，他们会疯狂地逃避，堕落自己，这种状况通常对别人无害，却是伤害自己，让所有爱他们的人感到心碎。不过不用太担心，过一阵子他们自己会好的，他们天性的自我批判精神很快便会起作用。处女座一般不会彻底堕落，堕落前可能都已留有余地，只是在等待着希望的来临。甚至有时堕落都是做给别人看的。关于'内涵'处女座有涵养这一点是肯定的。在成长中不断吸取教训，不断学习，取人之长来丰富自己的内涵。因为他们感觉到情绪无法把握，而这些是自己可以踏踏实实做到的，将来一定有帮助。这是他们所追求的完美主义目标。处女座就是一个表面神秘到难以琢磨，说穿了却又很简单的星座。最接近神的人？可能吧，处女座喜欢这样来标榜自己。因为他们确实有超凡脱俗的一面。他们的内心接近了神，可是身在这个世界，不能不食人间烟火吧，所以必须得戴着一个面具活在这个世界上。处女座喜欢和人说些暧昧的话，对心仪的对象却不好意思表白。处女座希望别人了解自己，却又只将能公布的那一部分对外展示。处女座是最有责任感的人了，可很多时候却害怕承担责任。

2009-08-13T23:19:00.002+08:00

everything is destroyed
cause
you have taken me for granted

2009-08-12T12:30:00.001+08:00

i cant feel my left hand

2009-07-26T22:32:00.001+08:00

something funny to share
my parents get shock when my phone is ringing..
I've changed my message alert tone
which call
"bugs' song"
They shout loudly
"what is that?!?"
i cant stop laughing till they change the topic
ngek ngek ngek

2009-07-24T12:58:00.002+08:00

b@ck To ScHoOl

early in the morning..

sleepy+tired

@.@

xoxo

2009-07-22T23:26:00.002+08:00

i can sense it...feel it...

i mean

i no longer stuck in the trap

i can finally get rid of u

i should have did this long ago..wakaka

never mind~what really important is the outcome lol

back to a Uni student life this friday on

say GoodBye to my break~~~

say hi to my final sem!!!

xoxo

2009-07-18T20:51:00.002+08:00

WASTED!!!!

LEAVE ME!!!!

Urgh!

2009-07-11T13:56:00.005+08:00

it is so scary which i found myself

"had thought about committing suicide"

sorry I'm so confuse and breathless

everything seems to be going to the wrong way

sigh...

i hardly control my emotion~my tears

as well as my mind

i cant stop it not to keep wondering n thinking

I'm going crazy soon!!!

2009-07-09T00:40:00.002+08:00

i feel so down right now

tears rolling in my eyes

couldnt control it not to roll down

i shouldnt be emo

it is torturing my mind~my soul

please God !!!

help me !!!

2009-07-07T23:58:00.003+08:00

tick tock tick tock....

time is flying....

my three weeks sem break left one and half week

i haven really enjoy it nyeh....

what have i done recently?

club alot, like every weeks will see me in Phuture...ngek ngek ngek...

i love the songs playing by the Dj, the clubber are all in the mature level no "lala", i love the surrounding ... i love dancing in the club with Janet n her sis Angie !!! haha...well im enjoy going to club with Rachel too...kinda enjoy listening to her result after scanning the whole club! "any lengzai"? wakakaka

thanks god, i be able to catch up with few of my Utar's classmates

real appreciated it !!!!

weekend is coming soon...

any suggestion???

xoxo

2009-06-28T01:54:00.002+08:00

i wanted to write this post for quite a long time
the urge of writing it just strike me
so sudden
hehe...

~cheap~
under what circumstances,would u use this description to describe someone ???
when u describing someone with this description,
do u think u really have the right/qualification to say so?
i keep reminding myself not to use those "sensitive" description
because am not perfect!
moreover i don't think anyone will have the right/qualification to
describing others with these "sensitive" words!
cheap or noble,stupid or clever,pretty or ugly,slim or fat,sexy or old-fashioned
what is the main reason for u to judge someone with those words?
and is it your business whether he/she is under which above description?
come on
if do have the times to do such judgment
i strongly suggested ~ please spend time wisely on something more useful
~contribution to the society~
hohoho
xoxo

2009-06-25T02:15:00.001+08:00

"acting"
xoxo

2009-06-25T02:11:00.001+08:00

心酸，心痛，无奈
毫无声气，空荡荡的房间
以前是多么的热闹
如今一切已成了历史
历史是不可能再重现
多么残酷的事实

2009-06-22T03:19:00.001+08:00

3am early in the morning
I'm craving for Spicy Chicken McDeluxe!!!
@,@
xoxo

2009-06-13T21:23:00.005+08:00

多么相像的表情~遗憾~这是历史了

我不可能再有机会挽着您的手了

您再也不会在这么近的距离看着我了

多么开心的笑着，多么亲近的依偎着
这一切，已经不会再从现了！

上天~
我该埋怨您吗？
若我死了，是不是真的能与她再继前缘呢？
能肯定的告诉我吗？

2009-06-10T17:42:00.005+08:00

My feeling towards u is fading away

2009-06-10T17:39:00.002+08:00

True Friends : How many people actually have 8 or more true friends ?

Hardly anyone i know !
But some of us have all right friends & good friends !!!

2009-06-10T17:00:00.002+08:00

Something to share

"Read each one carefully & think about it a second or two"

1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who i am when i am with you.

2. No man or women is worth your tears, & the one who is, won't make you cry.

3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand & touches your heart.

5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.

6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

8. Don't waste your time on someone, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

10. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

11. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting & just be more careful about who you trust next time around.

12. Make yourself a better person & know who you are before you try & know someone else & expect them to know you.

13. Don't try so hard, the best things come when you least expect them to.

Remember : Whatever Happens, Happens for a Reason !

xoxo

2009-06-10T01:03:00.002+08:00

对读书没兴趣的我

总是在接近assignment's dateline时，才赶死赶命的把它完成 “什么烂习惯？”

这几个礼拜都在开夜车，人也憔悴了许多。。。“活该~临时抱佛脚的后果！”

刚吭了一罐鸡精 @~@"

在我把鸡精取出，把它弄热的那一刻，我想到一个人

每次想到这个人，眼泪就会不停的流。。。

熟悉的程序，以前，她要喝鸡精时，我也是一样，帮她弄热后再开给她喝。。。很怀念！

其时我对鸡精的味道，很排侧。。。

有一个人改变了我

记得，发生在中学时期

有一晚我睡得不好，早上起床上课，整个人完全提不起精神，但又不能缺课

有个人，叮嘱我非得把一罐鸡精喝了不可~她就是我这一生最爱的人~我的婆婆！

我发现，有些我不喜欢的，若是她叫到我去接受，我一定会接受。。。

为什么呢？

这是因为我真的非常爱她！

昨天早上，我梦见了她。。。

跟以往一样，她没说话，我就只是懂得拉着她的手，哭着请求她不要离开。。。

梦醒了，发现枕边与脸颊都湿了。。。

婆婆啊，

你听得到我在呼喊你吗？你知道我很想念你吗？你知道我对你的离去，始终还是放不下吗？

你知道我真的很想时间能倒流，让我能再一次拥有以前有你陪伴在旁的生活吗？

婆，我真的很想很想你！！！

以前不管发生什么事，都有你在陪着我，哄我~安慰我~提醒我~建议我如何做

你离开后，有事发生时，没有你帮我分担，我很无助。。。。

天啊，你有在听我说话吗？

“我请求过你别把她带走，为何你非得把她带走不可呢？”

“我和婆婆，还有再相聚的机会吗？”

“我下一世也要做她的孙女，可以吗？”

“我要永远跟她一起，能吗？”

婆~你在那里？我想见你。。。。

2009-06-09T00:57:00.002+08:00

Something to be announce

I don't miss your call
I don't take the initiative to call nor text you
I wore the shirt that you return to me
(It is Hush Puppies man, your lost)hahaha...

"I DID IT"
"I DID IT"
"I DID IT"

hurray ~~~

Now i figured out,
it is not really that tough
when you are seriously determined to do so

urgh! i should have make myself awakened long ago
but never mind
as long as i am sober now ^_^

"lets dance~~~"
the urge of clubbing began ~~~

xoxo

2009-06-08T10:10:00.001+08:00

Dearly Ann Bee

wish u could have a wonderful Bali trip !!!
Do remember our date ~ Quattro !!!

xoxo

2009-06-06T12:52:00.016+08:00

I'm no longer the same person which you guys had knew for ages
I have became not assertive
I have forget what I used to remind my friends
"Do love yourself much, Let him go, We deserve a better life !"

~ It is not good/wise to love somebody too much !!! ~

Cant you think with your brain?
Cant you see with your eyes open wide?
Cant you judge things with your brain in a mature way?
Cant you behave like adults?
Cant you be faithful?
Cant you treat people around you with whole-hearted?

Seriously
I wanted to ask
why u always put the blame on me without investigation?
why are you so piss off when you found I've tell someone something which you think I shouldn't?
honestly, its just a small matter
just normal conversation with normal words
I do believe that what I've said,
any1 who is breathing out there, must hv said or did the same thing too!
i do believe that u yourself did the same thing too, isn't it?
so why when it is my turn, u treat the different way?
Fuck Up !!! If it is my fault ONLY !!!
Y is it a must to scold or yell at me,
when u get to know from someone that I've say something like that ?!?
when you act in that way,
I've choose not to raise my voice nor resist, I'll just accept it without saying a words !
we are friends
but It is so OBVIOUS that you treated me differently from others !!!

I know i shouldn't complaint much
since i have choose to go on with this lifestyle
But do allow me to abdreact for the one last time

Get me Outta this !!!

I'm on my way to meet back the

"STRONG
+
ASSERTIVE
+
INDEPENDENT
+
SMART
+
HAPPY"

EastheR !!!

"I'm SERIOUS !!!"

2009-06-06T10:53:00.002+08:00

Esmee Denters
~Outta Here~

Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
(1,2,3,4)
Right now

It’s so amazing how you have so many faces
And you are not that person I thought that
I had fell so deep in love with

You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can’t recognize you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed what a waste of my heart and me

Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place
Right now

My body’s trembling it’s so damn hard
To pick this feeling, your heart is so cold and now I’m freezing
Wish you could feel the pain baby I will arrange it
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah

You changed up your makeup your DNA
I can’t recognize, you’re a stranger to me
I feel so betrayed, what a waste of my heart and me

Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

I thought that we were forever
I guess I misunderstood
My fault for thinking you loved me
Or even thinking you ever could
Get me out of here right now
Get me out of here right now

Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

Get me outta here
Cause my eyes are burning
From these silly tears
That you brought when you show me you don’t really care
(you don’t really care)
And you never loved me, someone get me outta this place

1,2,3,4
Right now, right now, right now
Someone get me outta this place
Right now, right now, right now
Someone get me outta this place
Get me outta here

xoxo

2009-06-06T02:14:00.004+08:00

what is happening clearly show that it is time to be cruel !!!

"think about the one you love
what if she is actually watching you from above
she will definitely heartache for whats happening to you
are you willing to see her sad or cry ???"

I've been awakened by these words !!!

when a bad guy/girl looking forward to have a good girl/boy friend
does it sound funny ???
because u yourself is not being good BUT wishing 2get a good one ???
Do u deserve a good one ???
do start to be a good person, if you wish to get a good one !!

what if, you are a good girl/boy
BUT you met someone bad ...
huh...God you must be dreaming at the moment you did these arrangement
Do a good person deserve such treatment ???

It is so contradictions !!!

however
i swear
i must not wasted every single minutes i have
Happy always !!!
love myself, love my families,
love my friends(who really treat me as their friend)!!!

xoxo

2009-06-03T21:10:00.001+08:00

For Easther Lim who have zodiac Virgo, below are their perfect match criteria :

Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Nearly Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Like Minded Souls: Virgo
Opposites You're Attracted To: Aries, Aquarius
Learn From Your Differences: Leo, Libra
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius
Astrological Hell: Pisces

2009-06-03T21:01:00.002+08:00

Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound

I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now

It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light

I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again

Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo

Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo

2009-05-30T00:30:00.001+08:00

Why is it a must to put the blame on me???
I'm not the one who raise this topic !!!

Plz be fair !

2009-05-29T20:51:00.004+08:00

i couldn't stand on any joke anymore
that's really annoying!!!

firstly, it was really shock and confuse to got ur called
what made it more complicated was that you asking me
"what make you hate me?"
oh w.t.h man ?!
i was like...did i tell anyone that i "HATE" you???
i do admit that I'm not really that "like" you
but i don't hate you k? plz don't simply alter my words!!!
hopefully you understand
im really done with it
tiring...

god bless me
in my assignments !!!
plz n thanks !

xoxo

2009-05-26T14:20:00.002+08:00

Assignment

bless me

pray for me

i must finish all, done it in the right way and submit all in time!!!

xoxo

2009-05-14T01:22:00.003+08:00

I can almost see it
That dream I'm dreaming but
There's a voice inside my head sayin,
You'll never reach it,
Every step I'm taking,
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking but I
Got to keep trying
Got to keep my head held high

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what?s waiting on the other side
It's the climb

The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes they knock me down but
No I'm not breaking
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm going to remember most yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on, cause

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes I'm going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

There's always going to be another mountain
I'm always going to want to make it move
Always going to be an uphill battle,
Sometimes you going to have to lose,
Ain't about how fast I get there,
Ain't about what's waiting on the other side
It's the climb

Keep on moving
Keep climbing
Keep the faith baby
It's all about
It's all about
The climb
Keep the faith
Keep your faith

2009-05-11T13:45:00.003+08:00

God-bro getting married ~~~ huray

the bridegroom ~ Peter ^-^

best wish for u and ur wifey ~~~

2009-05-07T00:11:00.003+08:00

Busy...Busy...Busy

~~~i need fresh air ~~~

most of the assingment due date is in June

none of it have been done half...sigh

hopefully i still manage to finish all in proper way and submit in time !!!

gan ba tte

lately received a weird sms

“人真的是两面的。。。”

thats what written in the sms...my gosh...totally confusing

i had replied lots, but thats it, din get any reply from the sender...

kinda worry about the sender, anything happened to the sender?

hopefully the sender is doing fine....

for sure i will not just let it end up like that...

since i got a "meaningfull" sms from the sender

here it goes another meaningfull sms from me to the sender ~~~

“人是有情绪及感情丰富的动物...不一样的情绪带出不一样的他。

一个人有多少面不重要，最重要的是自己呈现任何一面时，

面面都出自真心及是好的...晚安。”

hehe...not bad right... =p

xoxo

2009-05-04T12:19:00.002+08:00

Its quite scary

i never know i could have this kind of reaction

i apologise to u all

i wasn't in a good temper nor feeling good and it lead to a worst reaction...

Sorry...

it is so obvious

i still have feeling towards him

its really scary when i found that i only care about him, neglected others/myself and abandon others... how could i??? I'm such a slut...

i should have know how to control myself

i cant forgive myself

im sorry

I'm in a dilemma now

there is a solution~ i have to wake myself up !

maybe i should ghettoize myself to keep my feeling organised...

" 不要为不可能的事而执著了，学会放手，才能找到属于自己的幸福！"

2009-05-01T22:48:00.001+08:00

holiday is over
i got to put my soul n mind,concentrate in my studies
gan ba tte ~~~

xoxo

2009-04-22T00:33:00.003+08:00

Every minutes is about changing

no doubt people changed too

no matter it is a +ve/-ve changing

just let it be, Don'T fret ~

i believe that Retribution do exist

"no matter how worst u've been treated by any1 around u, don't hate them

hating them = wasting ur time+energy and also torching ur soul"

en...hem..

do think and ask for advice before u going to hate a person

is it really that person's problem or it is actually urs?!?

don't simply laid the charges on others PLS !!!

2009-04-13T13:01:00.002+08:00

i need

"Bangkok + Pattaya"

to be

~peaceful and calmness~

please!!!

2009-04-13T12:12:00.002+08:00

my expression is same as this lady

not the pain which woman use to get every month!

dunno what's wrong with my stomach~ its torching me..sniff sniff

2009-04-09T22:25:00.004+08:00

first date with my frens which i get to know all of them from SEGi

a date in GreenBox

lets the pix tell u the story..hehe

XOXO

2009-04-09T01:58:00.003+08:00

Crazy moment in CeriaBox

the ordinary me

my pretty catherine

Both of Us

2009-04-07T00:43:00.000+08:00

i bought it
love-able earrings
=P

2009-03-29T23:36:00.003+08:00

I have spend my whole day at Pavillion with Nico

for sure i did manage to buy what i want

thanks Rachel for giving me the Birthday Discount card~thanks gal

these few days i keep on giving out lousy excuse which is
"ohh pls...i doing this bcoz i wanna cure the hurt feelings.."

hahaha...

im really fine.. totally fine

now wuts in my mind is

i should live my life to the fullest

shudnt waste it on something which dont deserve me to care about =)

Dont Look Back...Look Forward~~~

xoxo

2009-03-28T21:53:00.004+08:00

Swear to God
I never ever think about runining ur
reputation...NEVER!!!

i heard sumthing really confusing me these few days

sum1 asked my fren a weird question ~ "do u know XXX"(the xxx is regarding to me) in the tone with curiousity...

when my fren going deeply with asking what happened, she refused to answer,but her expression showed that she heard something about me...definitely not Good one !!!

im not sure who is the one who talked something bad about me out there

hopefully it is not done by u

If it is not u, then who else could it be?

i wish u r not the one who spread it out

bcoz i did nothing which could really piss u off untill u did something so immoral to me...

God,

do i deserve such treatment ???

wtf*

2009-03-27T01:25:00.003+08:00

Exhausted !!!

Pimples keep pop-ing out ~_~

funeral is over

lots of things to be follow up by our family,since my father is the eldest son

so do i? am the eldest in my family, dun ever think tat my brother will help...impossible!!!

real stress...have to remember which things to be done on which date

have to remind my mom wut to buy n also the arrangment of everything...huhu

anyway i think i can do my part well

I CAN DO IT~~~

@J@~@J@

2009-03-23T23:19:00.003+08:00

未来是很难预测的

这个道理我懂

可是也不好这么突然

原本还说可以出院了，复原了，怎么突然的就离开了呢？

一坡刚停，另一坡又突然的来了

天，你要我如何去理解呢？？？

虽然我跟她很少相聚

可是我的心也很痛,很不舍

不管以前是怎么样的，我依然还是关心您的婆婆。。。

“一旦离开了，什么也没了”

但愿您在别一个世界会过的很好

2009-03-23T10:52:00.004+08:00

自从您离开那天起，我只梦见过您两次

一次是您离开的当天，第二次是在您离开已有一段时间过后。

在梦里您的表情都是在对着我笑，这也证明您现在很好

昨晚我梦见了你

情景很不一样。。。

当时情况就好像您要离开我了，我抱着您说别走，您点头回应我好。。。

这是不是代表着，您想暗示我，您永远都在我身边呢？我会当做您是这个意思的。。。

别担心我会好好过的！ =)

后悔吗？值得吗？可惜吗？还爱他吗？

坦白，认真的告诉大家

我一点也不觉得后悔，不值得或认为可惜。

爱？打从你走那一步起，心酸已经不知所终了，对你非常非常失望

我也真的应该感谢他所做的一切，让我彻底失望及死心！

可是也不代表我会原谅他

不过我也不会笨到浪费我的时间及精神去恨他啦。

以前我能包容你，现在我不会了

不喜欢就不会莫名的去包容一切了

虽然段占，但是真的开心，谢谢咯

收场却很不好，非常失望，wtf....

我上了一堂课。。。

喜怒哀乐都齐全的一堂课

不错不错。。。哈哈 =p

2009-03-23T01:08:00.002+08:00

is the things of past

dont worry

am really fine

moreover he dont deserve it...hahaha

2009-03-22T11:39:00.004+08:00

"Hardly shows emotions.

Tends to bottle up feelings."

broken hearted~heavily broken

hehehe... =p

2009-03-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

No regret~
thanks for telling me the truth
even the way u tell the truth is quite pissing me off
BUT im really appreciated u did not choose to hide it !!!

honestly,
i wish u joy, happiness, stay healthy and the most important part is ~
"i hope u will changed, i hope u can be more mature n take this kind of thing seriously!!! for ur own good n also good for ur companion!!! "
Do take good care... =)
God bless~~~

2009-03-21T20:19:00.003+08:00

i do admit that firsty i thought this time with me he is different

since we are close frens for more than two years time,i thought he will not treat me like that

i thought he will tell me the truth by himself and not like what he have done now

i wont deny that its kinda hurt but it did slowly changed from hurt to dissapointment now...

dun worry,im strong enough to handle this!!!

try to think it in other way~

i shoud really thanks for watever thats happening now

its took one week, i've know the real u

what if u did all this to me after few months??

i couldnt imagine whats going happened to me!!!

i found something really scary

im not in diet

but i lost quite amount of kg in not more than one month..

i used to maitain it at 48 kg but now im only 42kg..."wtf"

i should really pay attention on this

ohh assignment n coursework real make me tired out...

hopefully i still manage to done all and pass it up in time...

2009-03-19T20:12:00.002+08:00

Is my decision disappointed u gals???

no offense...

I know u gals worry about me and care about me...

seriously i know what i am doing now...

every single decision I've made,i will be fully responsible for it...

feel no regret...

I cant guarantee anyone this is the suitable decision

BUT i am so sure this is the BEST for now...

I don't simply make a choice, I've choose this because i really intent to be like this...

future is unpredictable, whether it will lead us to a happy ending or not...(even i know its hard)

I will feel no regret for the decision I've made

as long as I've try my best to make every effort to do my part!

"life is too short to wonder around,straight forward for what u want,and if u dint get what u want,no big deal...allow yourself to sad for a while,then life goes on..."

I keep reminding myself with this sentence

so i wont feel regret or allow myself to feel regret for whatever decision I've made

*Po do bless me, god bless me too...really appreciated..

2009-03-17T00:42:00.003+08:00

Laughter is the best
medicine also the best to cover up sadness !!!

Agree with me ?
dont? ok then let me ask u one question ~
do u know whether a person is really happy or sad at the moment he/she laugh???
u will never know the truth unless he/she willing to tell u the truth ~~~

2009-03-16T23:58:00.003+08:00

when u r upset or down, who's the 1st person u going to run
to???

I used to be a happy princess...
know y?
bcoz there is someone who will try her best 2 fulfill my needs as long as it is not too unnecessary!
when i was sad, i can straight away run to her side, hug her, cry infront of her, complaint infront of her....do whatever i want to, and she will never reject me!

does anyone figure out how do i feel recently?
happy? down?
i doubt no one notice that am actually not really that happy
i know i shoud be happy bcoz of somthing which i have wanted it to happened long time ago finally bcum a reality... Am happy with that, i means who dont?! really im happy with tat for this moment... Im down bcoz im going to 拜祭 my granny on tis thursday, i've make a decision to do rebonding bcz i know she will like to see me in that way...i dunno wuts going to happened to me at that moment, will i cry in the morning when i saw her graves? will i cry b4 the night? I miss her very very much....

Im not good at expression distressed, oh ok i admit that the fact is i choosed to hide it inside my heart...
i wont deny that sometimes i do wish there is someone i could run to when im down, but im afraid i might make people around me tired out; im afraid i might cause u guys lots of troublesome like wasting time listen to me piffle-ing... ~_~

i keep on lossing weight during tis couple weeks...
i knw wut cause it ~ my emotion...
is there any cure???

2009-03-15T23:25:00.004+08:00

for the first time
dealing with something which is totally new to me
talk about now~now~now

it is about give and take
hopefully its really work...

if u have the courage to take it
u will definitely need to be ready for whatever going to happened!

一步一步走 =)

*po,can u see? are u happy with tis? po do bless us...

2009-03-10T00:55:00.004+08:00

The Curve

2009-03-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

Im not in a mood to talk about that

whether I am or not, doesnt really matter...

Im clear with what am doing now

"life is too short to wonder around,straight forward for what u want,and if u dont get what u want,no big deal...allow urself to sad for a while,then life goes on..."

Live ur life to the fullest

2009-03-09T23:55:00.004+08:00

kinda exhausted

non stop hanging out with freinds, starting from saturday till monday

Saturday night ~ Rachel's birthday

Sunday~ spend whole day in SgWang

Monday~ hanging out with Janet n TC in The Curve

am really very tired...

i wish i could sleep whole day

BUT fact is i couldnt

have class untill 6pm...SHIT

i wan a break

@_@

2009-02-26T15:38:00.002+08:00

Where Are U ???
Here I am...Alone...All By Myself

I Miss U...Do u know ???
Im Calling U...Can u hear it ???
Im Crying...Can u see ???
I Need U So Much...Can u Hug me with ur hands ???

I cant get used to it...without u by my side...

I MISS U~I LOVE U~I NEED U

2009-02-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

人生本就是一场遗憾

命中注定~该来的怎么躲也多不掉

如何才能让这一生的遗憾减少呢？？？

“请用心去体会，想知道的自然会浮现在脑海里！”

加油!!! =)

2009-02-16T18:20:00.003+08:00

in this clue world ~ anything could happened , no matter bad/good thing...
it make me feel so insecure...

珍惜眼前人，珍惜一切！！！

2009-02-14T11:59:00.002+08:00

Happy Valentine to u all !!!

no matter u r in a relationship or single,
enjoy the day !!!
xoxo

2009-02-11T21:04:00.017+08:00

"u dun need to remind me
i know I'M @ LOSER..."
"so so what~ im still a rock star~~~" blekk =P

first day to school was "great"~

it should be no problem for me to reach college before 9am,i should really "thanks" the bas driver who lied to me. He told me the bas will stop at Kota Raya,thats why i got into it normally i will take Sri Indah but i've been waiting for quite a long time and i cant see any of it passing by,so i choose RapidKL. i dont simply choose it,its bcoz the driver told me this bas will stop at Kota Raya too.ohh...thanks for ur Information. It was 9.30am when i reach Petaling Street, the worst part is. the bas did not stop at Kota Raya, it stop at Pasar Seni which means i have to run all the way from PS to my college ~ SEGI !!! WTF...

Actually the orientation start at 10am, i was told by my friends if we could reach earlier we might have a high possibility to get into Class A. why not Class B? bcz we prefer the timetable of Class A, only Tues~Wedn & Thurs hav class BUT Class B's timetable is Tues~Wedn & Fri.. sigh..another dissapoinment...But i did have something funny to share ~ me, Shirley n Ken, we did a quick scan to our classmates,whether there is any leng zai or leng lui...haha funny Shirley said that its seems to be like the most good looking is us.(ohh no, tats so not truth). has to thanks her,without her joke i will definitely fall into sleep, we will damn tired tat day.

another dissapointment is, i forgot to bring my umbrella n it was raining during the time i finished my class~6pm..ohh gosh...heavy rain !!! no choice have to run all the way from college to bas stop and when i took my first step into the bas~ oh gosh its freaking cold...i know im going to get a flu ..yup im right.. poor easther !!

Ohh ~ Underworld,one of my favourite...
why decided to watch it when im sick??
ohh god,pls i must b fully recover before tomorrow come!!!

im so excited!!!knw y?haha...
i might be going to Perth during Hari Raya..hurray
i will
pray hard & study hard...
to make sure there will be no excuse for my mum not to let me go =P
God Bless...
xoxo

2009-01-30T14:42:00.003+08:00

tomorrow is 31st of Jan...Baskin Robbins offer 31% discount!!!
wait for me to grab u home!!! =P

alone for couple days, besties went to Thailand!
i miss u gals...sniff sniff..
dont forget my souvenir!!! =)

start school on 1oth feb!! -_-"
wait,Valentine is around the corner too!!
single lady like me will spend it with bestie (who is single too)
gal,dunt dump me n date with other guy ya!!!! =)

"Im désolé pour ne pas vous dire je t'aime" Je suis désolé ~

2009-01-10T14:21:00.004+08:00

i used to stay at my house if am going to have final exam,once its finished i will rushed back to granny's house. now.. staying at my own house will make me feel like you are still there,never leave,waiting for me to finish my exam and come back to ur side...

once i step into granny house or the room which belong to me and you, tears drop...
when others remind me of u,tears drop...
when i look at the picture we took,tears drop...
i miss u so much...

its been months since u leave, but i still cannot accept the fact that u are gone!
i asked myself,is it truth if im dead,i can meet u and be with u in another world?
what if there is no "another world"???
i remember i told u,i wish to go with u if u are gone...
u said~don't be stupid and said those rubbish words!!

im so lonely,i used to share everything with you
there is no secret for me to u
lots of things happened,no one to share with...
i tried to call u loudly, but i cant hear any response, its really hurt..

every time im here in the room,i will sit on the lazy chair which u used to spend most of ur time sitting on it,n tell u everything that happened...like what i used to do...
can u really hear what i told u?
i wish u did.
i beg u to let me hear u call my name again
i beg u to let me c u again
i beg u to come into my dream and talk to me

i beg god,lets time to reverse!its impossible,i know coz I've been begging god not to take her away from me, but god did took her away...

2009-01-09T00:18:00.002+08:00

the urge of blogging strike me while i was checking mail
where to start firsT?
o.k..i just finish my two weeks job,working as a promoter..
12 hours a day for two weeks,non stop...gosh its really tiring !
i got lots of things to share but i dunno where n which to start first.
CNY is just around the corner, im not very excited nor wishing it to come earlier..someone is missing, CNY is no longer a happy CNY for me.without her,i just cant see whats the point for me to celebrate CNY.
anyway
i owe u guys this "Happy New Year !!!" =P

2008-12-25T23:34:00.001+08:00

Its tiring

NVM

i will get use to it soon,very soon...i know =p

2008-12-24T00:53:00.003+08:00

i will be working as a promoter from 25th-7th Dec...
which means, I'm going to spend my Christmas n new year eve at tesco kajang..sigh
but its worth,i means for me,coz i can earn $$...
usually will celebrate with friends for the past few years, but this year is different...
am not spending money ,i earning money on public holiday...hurray~~

i told by my friend that there is no training for this job..sigh..
hopefully i can manage to perform a good job!!god bless...=P

2008-12-22T12:40:00.007+08:00

"i should be quite mad right now

but i didnt"

i found out one of my "used to be bestie" blocked me in the MSN

this "used to be bestie" act like we are stranger for couple weeks ago

the funny part is ~ i dont have chances to done something which could offend u!!

did i accidently step on ur tail? No way coz we never meet b4 u changed.

did i said something wrong? Impossible, u know what happened to me during tat month.

SO whats wrong ???

i do whatever i can to confront u, but u dont even show me some response!

u choose to put an end in our friendship, what else i can do?

ya,there is something i can do is wish u all the best in ur life & take care !

2008-12-12T12:52:00.003+08:00

卢巧音 - 三角志

专辑:Candy's Airline

曲：雷颂德

词：黄伟文

没有这件事防碍我们

难道我和你又会一样

就算不是她也有问题吧

早该分开不该怪她

即使跟踪你来临案发现场

牢牢看守着你提防你搭上这一个她

下个她都会趁我看不到诱惑你

明白如你要这样易变心哪到我害怕

就算她跟你有段情我也为你高兴

用第三者身份见证最不可靠是爱情

我们无人能得胜再温馨

仍不够耐性捱得到第四者煞风景

当初喜欢你其时你有别人

完全都因为我才完结过去抛低了她

下个她不过接替我当天那位置

情外情转了对象别要太惊讶

没有她都会有别人你我避免不过

混乱间将彼此错过有几多故事最后

爱人仍然同一个看清楚

谁都背叛过谁亦曾被骗过

不知道伴侣再换就更好

还是越来越退步

能让路还是再睹就算再三上诉

你争我夺投进谁怀抱

谁话爱你注定好心好报

第四者跟你有段情我也为你高兴

外遇万千灿烂像繁星可惜那并发症

我们无人能得胜

再温馨仍不够耐性

捱得到第五者煞风景

specially dedicated to my friends who fit the above situation!
be strong!!!

2008-12-03T21:41:00.005+08:00

did i ever tell you guys that im very much into watching action movie?!
YES!!!I LOVE TO WATCH ACTION MOVIE SO MUCH!!!!

firstly i want to thanks Ee (fren who is now studying in UTAR)
thanks for asking me to join you guys for the movie ^_^

im actually a BIG FAN to Transporter
im so excited,im going to watch it tomorrow night...
oh god...scream!!!! :p

2008-11-28T13:46:00.002+08:00

2008-11-26T00:13:00.001+08:00

A women must not depend on the protection of man,
but must be taught to protect herself.

Susan B.Anthony said.

2008-11-23T11:44:00.003+08:00

Turn a deaf ear to those who tear you down, and
turn up the volume on those who build you up.

we are bound to face criticisms and insults anywhere, anytime.
in order to survive in this cruel world,we have to learn the way to filter the bad out and keep the good in.That will be great if we can turn all these insults and criticisms into motivational force in our life!

xoxo

east :p

2008-11-22T16:53:00.003+08:00

a compliment from rachel
"so r u ok now?"

she is not the only person who asked me question like this.
not surprise for me to receive lots of messages/calls just for checking me up
whether am doing fine or not..even my sister did the same thing too...
as u can c my blog's name ~ simplicity reborn...
does it best suit me??
is it true that am wholly truly reborn???

okies guys,how am i now?
did time fade up and fill the gap??

yup am fine but it doesn't means am doing great...
i will never have a specific answer to how am i doing...
i feel like part of me is missing...
my heart is seriously broken,am not sure it will recover or not..
it will never get better in time...i guess

*lastly thanks for all my dearly friends,thanks for showing concern n being so supportive to me...i love you all...thanks...

2008-11-19T00:40:00.005+08:00

an outing to Bakang Lalang & Tanjung Sepat with families on 16 Nov 2008

it took us around 1 hours and 40 minutes to reach there,but its worth... :p

2008-11-17T12:54:00.005+08:00

attend to my colleague's wedding dinner (buffet) on last Saturday with my father.
since it is a wedding's dinner,we should be dress up probably to show respect to the bride n bridegroom...i realise only those who close to the bride wore dress and most of them was wearing jeans and t-shirt.the worst part is,that t-shirt which they are wearing look like those we will only wear it in our own house..u know what i means right??

anyway everyone have their own right to choose what to wear... *-* but i wish u will show sum respect in the way u dress... ^-^

2008-11-12T20:17:00.001+08:00

oh no!!!

i've get used to the life of being a part time teacher !!!

2008-11-12T01:10:00.000+08:00

~Simplicity Reborn~

u're gone,but life still go on

i understand what its mean by this sentence

i miss u,u will always be in my heart

i cant forget every single memory that we shared and i wont too

i will go on with my life

i will try to live my life to the fullest

as what i told you,

"i will be a good gal and live happily always!!"

I promise U

I always love U,po!!!